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woman
Category: Writing and Poetry
Why do I have to be scared alone? I dont feel save where are ou? Mom where are you? please mom come what if something happens? oh god hes looking at me please please tell me hes not coimg over oh god why did I wear this today? i just want to die please mom come come please mom » Continue Reading
Trauma
Category: Writing and Poetry
you're like the dirt in Paris turning the city of love into a trash paradise you ruined me the words coming out of your mouth are making me sick literally why are you saying those things? shouldnt you be my family not my enemy? everything I loved I hate because of you even looking in the mirror is a constant reminder of you why am I related to you? you made me hate your gender, turned me gay but... » Continue Reading
three birds is one too many
Category: Writing and Poetry
the end of us has come soon you´ll be a duo soon you`ll be baking alone dancing, laughing, crying sharing all memories together but just the two of you and stop hurting me soon I´ll be free not in pain ,not sad, not misrable living my life happily ever after as soon as that happens I´ll stop bleeding leaving all of this leaving us behind I made peace with that and you should too I » Continue Reading
dead but alive
Category: Writing and Poetry
I hate being the big sister I`m invisable soon I have 3 siblings two baby brothers and one baby sister well I dont know the gender of one yet but I´ve got this feeling soon my parents will forget me 4 children is just too much too handle it`s not like they already did it`s like everything I do is wrong and they dont aprecciate me they want me to get better but I`m not allowed to talk about th... » Continue Reading
the monsters in my head
Category: Writing and Poetry
your words hurt because you deserve a life without me a life with your precious wife and son not the unstable daughter that`s the reason for your divorce all my nightmares have come true you`re remarried now and she`s pregment soon you`re gonna forget about me just like mom did you`re gonna forget the fact me and my brother were your best friends the fact that we once were your number one the wa... » Continue Reading
I love you
Category: Writing and Poetry
I love you I really do I mean how couldnt I your perfect smile your georgous eyes your so good looking hair your stunning and loving character you`re all I`ve ever wanted but sometimes I just wish I was dead or that we`ve never met » Continue Reading
Dad
Category: Writing and Poetry
Now these Words are burned in my head like the tattoos with our names on moms wrist » Continue Reading
Mom
Category: Writing and Poetry
Why cant you love me for who I am ? Why cant you like my body? Why cant you just look over my flaws and accept me ? Why cant you support me ? Why cant you understand? Why could I never be enough, Mom? » Continue Reading