I hate being the big sister
I`m invisable
soon I have 3 siblings
two baby brothers and one baby sister
well I dont know the gender of one yet
but I´ve got this feeling
soon my parents will forget me
4 children is just too much too handle
it`s not like they already did
it`s like everything I do is wrong and they dont aprecciate me
they want me to get better
but I`m not allowed to talk about them with my therapist because that would be backstabbing
I`m too different for my family
"just disapear" the voice says
"their lifes would be better of without you
not having to see that disapointment everyday"
but I cant I have to stay alive for my siblings
I dont want them to end up like me
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