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dead but alive

I hate being the big sister

I`m invisable

soon I have 3 siblings

two baby brothers and one baby sister

well I dont know the gender of one yet 

but I´ve got this feeling

soon my parents will forget me 

4 children is just too much too handle 

it`s not like they already did

it`s like everything I do is wrong and they dont aprecciate me 

they want me to get better 

but I`m not allowed to talk about them with my therapist because that would be backstabbing

I`m too different for my family 

 "just disapear" the voice says

 "their lifes would be better of without you

not having to see that disapointment everyday"

but I cant I have to stay alive for my siblings 

I dont want them to end up like me



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