bella

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why do i put myself in these situations

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it’s stupid how toxic he is but i kinda love the idea of pissing my parents off toxic relationships, toxic people are so addictive like something you want to get out of but don’t have the mental capacity to because you’re so addicted to the feeling » Continue Reading

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your passion snapping

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i’ve never felt more secure in who i am than right now i found myself in music  i found my people in music a career even i think i spent all of high school searching for who i was and forcing myself to fit in something i wanted but wasn’t meant for me i don’t fit in a specific category and that’s okay because im not a pinterest board i’m the whole app » Continue Reading

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i can’t stop thinking about him

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flashbacks of him keep popping up in my head and i know it was only one day ago and we’ll see each other again soon im still thinking about him everything about him every second he had his whole body on mine and his hands were on me ugh i love emo boys my emo boy » Continue Reading

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cycle

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when i was telling my cousin about the boy i met he told me “everything’s a cycle with you” it’s true, i fall in love, get extremely obsessed, make them my whole life, give some push and pull, it ends and i’m absolutely torn then they come back rinse repeat i fall for someone else and the operation begins again » Continue Reading

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CMON FUCK ME EMO BOY

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the way his hands were all over me THE WAY HE PUT HIS HEAD ON MY NECK THE WAY HE HELD MY HIPS UGHAHSISJD » Continue Reading

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this is the last entry i’m writing about sam

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i’ve washed my sheets since the last time he’s been on them it’s been that long i wonder if he misses me i wonder if things remind him of me i wonder if everytime he goes into work he wonders if im working too but i’m done with him i’m done with him i’m done » Continue Reading

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indie sleaze

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some people are meant for peace, the going to bed at 9pm, having a really healthy relationship with friends and family skin care every night, having a set routine and staying home instead of going out i know peace is the “end goal” but i don’t think it’s meant to be for everyone maybe healing is just not for all of us maybe some of us aren’t meant to be healed our wounds are supposed to stay open ... » Continue Reading

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i just want to feel something

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this generation pisses me off because no one wants to go out anymore, no one wants to have fun get drunk and party like normal fucking teenagers do now if you’re like that you’re just seen as a degenerate why are you 18 and baking cinnamon rolls ?? go to a club i get the “clean girl” in bed my 9pm appeal but it sucks that almost no one my age actually wants to go out and do something fun, like rea... » Continue Reading

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im writing this while listening to ohio is for lovers

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we saw each other for 3 days straight the third and last time we were in each other's presence was when you had to give me back my necklace the one you took from me the second night you were in my room on my bed again, finally i know you remembered all the times we'd stay in my bed all day, i know you miss it i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever i know i'm not supposed to say this, especiall... » Continue Reading

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lean on

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the song lean on by major lazer brings up such weird feelings  nostalgia of memories i’ve never experienced only watched through a screen and hoped high school was like i’m terrified that i left high school because maybe i wont get to experience things like that anymore or maybe i will but im scared it wont be the blissful worry free time i need it to be because now i have things to pay off and cl... » Continue Reading

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so ill contemplate the fall

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i hope you miss the way i kissed your face and how loved i know i made you feel you and me on my bed watching big mouth, but not really it was just background noise we used to talk for hours on end i loved   every second we spent together  and what is both holding me back and pushing me is the fact that time changes people time flushes wounds time heals so maybe, one day we can finally be together... » Continue Reading

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