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i relapsed from my ed and sh so that's a starter. also school started for me so yay. » Continue Reading
dez
"reading yaoi go away"
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AUGHHHHHHHHHH
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first day of school is tommorow for me. i lowk dont wanna face anyone. i have gotten used to shutting myself away from people for a year atmost. but i can't drop out. i hate my classmates already. » Continue Reading
twitch
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um so i tried twitch streaming for a go. its confusing as fuck but whatever i''ll try to figure it out » Continue Reading
couldn’t be protected why??
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i wish i had an older brother that protected me from being molested. i have an older sister tho. we dont talk she prob hates me lmao. like the thought of an older figure comforting me is actually pretty sweet. » Continue Reading
shut up moid
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dude i was venting to my dad about my mom and he was all like “you could have it worse” i did when you were gone but ok!! 🥰🥰 » Continue Reading
why am i like this
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tommorow is my birthday but i don’t understand why im still here. it is tiring. do i deserve anything? i feel like i don’t but it’s possible i do » Continue Reading
today
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i went outside for dinner with my mom and then listened to azeru asmr on my twitter space 🙂 » Continue Reading
fuck this shit
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i relapsed cause i spilled veggies while i was trying to open a salad bag. THEY GOT FUCKING EVERYWHERE ON THE FLOOR. i just wanted to eat chicken tenders with mixed salad is that too much to ask 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️ whatever anyways i'm gonna clean ts up and listen to zhongli asmr » Continue Reading
i'm going insane
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i saw an official nendroid of zhongli coming out. nice. will keep me free from cutting for a few days. but if it doesn't work? aye aye no OTRA VEZZZZZZZ. » Continue Reading
what the hell??
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i been relapsing from self harm BACK TO BACK. cause i miss zhongli. is been 139 days without zhongli. i’m starting to forget how to take showers cause i’m always falling asleep as late as 7 pm and waking up at 11 pm now. i don’t know what physical affection is now i’m starting to sweat when i wake up i’m suddenly heated at night it feels weird to blink now ummm what else. i can’t think straight. i... » Continue Reading
monday
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today was so fun i went to the mall with my dad and then we got yogurtland; something i havent had in a year. wasnt able to due to my restrictive ed so yeah that was fun ^_^ » Continue Reading
shitsicle
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i finally shat tonight but i got struck il with the most intense case of diarrhea i have ever received in my days of having an ed and being constipated. i am on the toilet as i am typing this my asshole burns. but yes cheers to ed recovery i’m never starving myself again. » Continue Reading