"smash all the guitars.."
18, virgo, she/her
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i hugged you one-handed today you squeezed me extra hard i am no stranger to suffocation god knows neither are you i only write when things are bad i only read when things are tough my windowsill holds tears from a younger self but she is no longer alone i wished on a star that you’d be mine but you always liked t » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i wonder what turned you off. my brittle bones under your hands, or my gangly fingers in your hair? was i not what you were looking for, could you not see her in my eyes? i hope you couldn’t, i tried so hard to be all that she wasn’t. maybe that was my first mistake. i wonder what you saw that fateful night, how my flushed state in the dim lights of a house party caught your attention. the firewor... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i think i'm depressed again. it's weird how realizations hit you. in your bed, on a waterslide, in the car next to your dad. i think this laugh is fake, i think i'm 14 again, dreading a world that only wants me well. i hope she isn't watching this. i think you could cure me. why aren't you curing me? why do you not want me around? i only care for this when i'm sober. longing for the bottle by day,... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i can almost feel the sun on my face from the confines of my bedroom. there hasn’t been a lot of sun this summer but i’m sure you felt it when it was there. i would’ve been quiet if you wanted. as a mouse, the shadow behind your back that only shows when the sun is up. i’m still there when it’s down, you just can’t see me. either way you wouldn’t care. the only reason you’re here is to feel the su... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
your clothes are on my floor and your earrings on my nightstand and your toothbrush next to mine and your shirt smells like my laundry detergent which you said smells so nice. i’ll use your dryer, i’ll make breakfast, i’m going to work but i’ll leave the keys so you can sleep in. i wish you stayed. i wish i was awake. i wish we weren’t drunk and i wish you weren’t crying on my floor. thanks for be... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
a toast to what we never could've been » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
finally made a spacehey >_ < it was sooOoO annoying tho.. idk anything abt code so this was tuff!!1 theres some faulty stuff in my abt me but its 3:30 am and im too tired to care rn XD idk how much im gonna use this or rly How u use it but ig we will find out... GOOD NITE!! » Continue Reading
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