2023 has been a lot..

( I've had so many medical tests, and traumatic incidents over this past few years that I don't even know how to properly process everything. It all feels too much to handle. ) Life has been a lot and I'm struggling to figure things out. I've had to go to so many doctor's appointments, dealing with my body constantly failing. My mental state breaking. The loss of my Dad. People that I thought would be in my life forever, the friendships I desperately wanted to hold onto. None of it has been fair. But I understand that people are seasons, and I have to roll with it. I suppose. This is just me rambling so I can struggle to understand my thoughts. I'm sorry for posting here. But I have no other safe places where I can freely express myself without someone mocking me or using/throwing my traumas back in my face.