Day 55 of improving myself until Fire Man releases in theaters worldwide!

Today was an unproductive day, I was really inspired and all but I didn't want to do anything about it. I was too tired. It's not like I have to do anything, it only matters to me whether I get stuff done or not. Not even the first paragraph and we're already getting into nihilism. 

Exercise - I didn't Exercise because I don't exercise on weekends besides I'm sore, my muscles hurt! They hurttttt! The horror! The horror! 

Reading - I finally finished the first book in The Republic, only ten more to go! I'm taking a break from that book for now, I'm gonna try reading something lighter instead like The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe. I do think The Republic is a good book though, it's entertaining because these are ancient Greek Philosophers and they're talking like high schoolers in a heated argument about food, I would know, I'm a high schooler who has been in heated arguments about food. 

Writing - I really wanted to write today but I just don't have it in me. I only wrote a paragraph today and then I wasn't even happy with it so I deleted all of it. I wanted to write my review today or atleast start it but I just couldn't, I had no idea where to start, even though I have so much to say. That's just the process, I guess. I did read a new review which really inspired me and then I lost my ability to write temporarily. I forgot to mention, I took a nap and then I just couldn't write after I woke up. Anyway, this guy's review, I read his reviews every Saturday and he's such a great writer. He's my mutual on another social and I know he's been really excited to get this review out on Pluto's anime adaptation. He also liked my review! This guy, this amazing writer whom I look up to, liked my review! Anyway, read Two-of-Sixty-Two on Substack. He's great!

Learn Something - I tried to learn about comic industry and how to make a comic and all. That's when I fell asleep. This is interesting to me and all but I was just tired. I've wanted to make comics ever since I was 11 and then I did with my friend, the Mario kart guy. We had a thriving little industry making somewhat professional comics, they had sponsors, like literal sponsors (ok they were from made up companies but they looked legit). I wanna get back into making comics again but I wanna do it solo this time which is gonna be a massive undertaking. Don't get me wrong though, I'd take a bullet for my friend, he's awesome but I can't really get my vision across to people. I don't know, I'll get started eventually but again, there's the problem of actually starting. 

Guitar - I didn't lol

Drawing - I didn't draw. I wanted to but I forgor

Do something! - I did something! I decided to look through my friend list and my favorite list. My favorite list to friend list ratio is large, then I realized that everyone on this site is really cool and I just haven't been interacting much, I've been completely neglecting to IM anyone. So I spent some time chatting to some friends on here and i met some really cool people on here. Someone gave me a good Alfredo recipe, someone recommended me some tv shows on here, I shot the breeze about movies with someone on here. There's a lot of cool people and I've just been in my little bubble, posting these little blogs and my little bulletins. I love the sense of community on this website, everyone who's friended me thus far is awesome! Keep it up, keep being yourself! 

Relaxation - cornball behavior aside, I rewatched The Matrix and it's just the coolest movie ever, watching that movie now, it's like being gay is awesome. Yeah, the gays and trans can dodge bullets and do backflips and bounce of walls and all that, it's all true. I love The Matrix. I'm probably gonna watch some tv after this review goes up, I'm currently watching a terrible movie with my mom and sister, this movie is ass but tonight is actually really lovely for some reason. Oh yeah, I finished Fire Punch!!! I have a full review of this planned, it'll be out in 2 months or so. It is literally perfect! Actually perfection! The Cinema metaphor! the tree! The face that I always use!!! Togata!!! The camera!!! I love it all!!! I'll chat about it some other time though. 

Thank you for reading this one. Today was unproductive but it was great actually. I don't even like Saturdays because I'm one of those Freaks that likes school but Today was great. Sometimes, there's that one day that just feels different in a good way and that's exactly how Today felt. You know, calm, with the family, just lovely. There's no other word to describe it but lovely. Nostalgia is not a feeling that applies to what I'm describing but that's exactly how it feels. Nostalgic, even though I'm in the present, it's feels nostalgic! Like, I remember reading 20th century boy's first few chapters and it was just these guys being kids. I don't know how to describe this feeling but it feels like those first few chapters of 20th century boys and I cannot explain why. Anyway, for real, I appreciate you all for just existing on this site, ya'll are so cool and you're here on my cringe little blog? Bye-bye, see you tomorrow!