Lesbian CompHet

Woah. Even the crushes Ive had of celebrity men have never reached a sexual point. It’s much more easier to find sexual attraction towards a woman than a man for me. I can see myself with a woman, kissing, hugging, touching. I think I’m a lesbian🤦🏾‍♀️. Turns out I’ve only ever liked being liked by men. The feeling that comes from it. 

I tolerate men. I’ve told them that to their face. I like women i tolerate men. I thought it was my bisexuality speaking because women are so intimidatingly beautiful and men, well men just drop in women's lap without much work. So it always felt like men are so abundant and replaceable, while woman have a much higher value.

Maybe I’m just a lesbian. 

Carpet muncher… I wouldn’t mind being one. I’ve had a total of one dream were I ate the box and woke up wet.. 

maybe I’m a lesbian🤷🏽‍♀️.

I really don’t know. I’ve been Bi for as long as I’ve known.

But Jael, I miss you girl. When I go to Cali I’d love to eat your box🫣🫣🫣 we do more than that ofcc but you left before we could do anything😫. 

You know I’d drop all the guys and girls for you. Your beautifully devious smile, and those eyes🫠. God bless you beautiful.