09 | VENT

Currently highly depressed, less stressed but more depressed, been having difficulties mentally and makes me wish I have time and money for therapy. But I have to push through.
Been lacking to talk to mutuals or friends and it has been difficult and tough.. bleh...
but I live out of spite, and thats what makes things worth it, to be better and do better even in my worst.
Besides that I got a wonderful message from someone, I dont know them but them leaving that message made me feel a bit better.
I'm glad those previous people in my life are gone. They were... something.