Day 48 of improving myself until I get a girlfriend

I just kinda let the time slip me by today. I had a lot to do but I just didn't do a lot of it and then frantically tried to accomplish my tasks and I was only halfway when I realized that it was time for to start writing this post. 

I did a lot of reading today. I read the usual Catch 22 and then I finally started reading The Republic by Plato and that book is very boring to me but I'll do it for my debate coach, that man tells me to do something, I do it with no qualms or complaints. He says it's the first book he'd reccomend to debaters. I also read some of Heart of Darkness for something I'm writing. I'm a slow reader, I gotta pick up the pace with my lit. 

Did I exercise today? Not at all. I wanted to atleast get something small in but I didn't end up doing that, I'll take it easy on the exercise. I did eat healthy and I'm prouder of that statement than usual. My mom went out for the weekend and so my dad decided to buy some snacks to eat but I barely ate any because I'm staying healthy. I did have a bit of ice-cream though but can you blame me. 

I'm back on my learning grind, I learnt about opulence and watched a video essay about it by Contrapoints. It was pretty informative. Sometimes I watch Contrapoints and I just think "wait I do that" and I start to realize my own little faults but what I love about her videos is she never makes the viewer feel belittled. This video specifically was about how people want others to know that they're wealthy or have good taste and stuff like that even if the person does not have said wealth. Good video! 

Ok, I really wanted to write and I had this great idea, it was perfect but I forgot. I didn't write my idea down, I write literally everything and I forget this but what I do remember is coming up with that idea and thinking "that's genius, this is gonna be the piece that encapsulates my writing style perfectly" and then I went and forgot it. So, I spent my writing session trying to remember what it was. I didn't actually get writing today. 

Ok, last night, me and my sister agreed to do this thing where I watch a show she likes and she watches a show I like. I watched Criminal minds with her last night and it was so funny. We laughed at literally everything in that episode. She's gonna watch Arrested Development with me now, that's why I'm writing this early. I didn't read Fire Punch oh nooo. Listen, I love it but I was not in the mood to be mentally destroyed today. I did watch Spirited Away and it's 5 stars, that's it. 

I didn't study today, not feeling it, even though I said all of that stuff about my science teacher. Sorry, miss (that was more like an apology into the wind, she's not on this site obviously).

I didn't draw today either, I know, shocking but I did cook. Arguably cooking is a more attractive hobby than guitar or drawing. 

I was at home today so I didn't socialize much.

Thank you for reading. I feel like my time has come, that sounds morbid. I mean, my mom left for the weekend to go to her friends birthday party. So, it's me, my sister and my dad. A few days ago, I left a random comment on a tiktok saying "I'd love to be a male wife not your male wife (referring to the poster of the tiktok) but just in general" and I've left various comments on this site talking about the concept of male wife or boy wife and today, I took up the mantle of boywife. I am the boy wife, I am the one who cooks and cleans! That I did, I was the responsible one today and I can safely say that I'd be happy with my partner earning more money than me. Today was kinda like this tiktok. Im turning in for the day though and I'm gonna watch some Arrested Development, see you tomorrow, in the next post!