Day 42 of improving myself until i get a girlfriend!

Today was uneventful but I have a new wind of inspiration (hence the exclamation in the title!), more at the end! 

I wrote 1000 words today though it was unsatisfactory for me. Not the word count, I can write a very good paragraph and it can be short but if it's good I'll feel satisfied but I felt like I couldn't get my words across with this piece that I'm writing. It's also a big piece too so a lot of people are gonna read it, more than I've ever had read it. 

I read more Fire Punch and Berserk, what else can I say about Berserk except that it's good, like it's good, it's really good. There's a reason why it's one of the best manga. Fire Punch, atleast I always have something to say on. I felt chapters 26 to 30 to be a little weaker, makes sense though, it has been so eventful and Fujimoto needs to come down from a really high climax somehow. Also this is the predecessor to Chainsaw Man, he was probably more inexperienced so I ought to be more lenient with him because I know that he's improved on this. Chainsaw Man does a really good job at transition from the high highs back down to earth. Just a minor nitpick, I like the new characters introduced. I also watched Arrested Development and that was a fun episode, I liked it. That's it though. 

I studied very little today. Only got a few bullet points in and nothing more. I quizzed my sister more on her school work but I'm also not writing tomorrow so it's fine. 

I spoke to my friend a little today but I didn't see him too much though. We spoke about Mario Kart and our plans for the holiday and I reached out to my cousin who is currently struggling with a law degree and we also made plans for the holiday and I asked her for advice too (more on that at the end!)

I didn't draw today. I have the motivation, more motivation than ever but it just didn't fit in the schedule.

I read some more of Catch 22, just a little bit though.

I exercised today, I did a full body workout. It was short but tiring and left me stiff and sweaty. I've heard that I should be more consistent with it to see results, which is obvious but still I struggle with it. 

I didn't learn anything today, sorry. My cousin says to Be Yourself though so do that. 

Thank you for reading. I'm kind of in a rush and my sister dropped a massive bomb on me, I'm not being literal and I'm not talking about a fart. Now, I understand the implications of this but it's not Joever yet, we still have many days ahead of us, it's just a new reason to pull up my socks and work harder. So, there was this party way back when and my family is friends with another family and most times I'm forced to hang out with the cold, he's about a year younger than my sister so around 12 and I admit, he's difficult to get along with at times, I'm just not good with people younger than myself, my sister is an exception because we're related. Anyway, about two years ago, I went to this kid's birthday party and his cousins were also there and one of his cousins was my age. We hit it off, platonically and just now, my sister dropped this bomb, she said that his cousin had feelings for me. 

My mom and his mom are pulling strings in the background for me to reunite with his cousin at some point because I barely see this family friend and I see his cousin even less. My sister showed me how she looks now and I've gotta say, a girl who looks like that, liking someone who looks like me, she should go on to greener pastures but I am flattered. Our new goal, fellas and smellas, prepare for the eventual reunion which might be years might be months it might be this weekend, I need to be ready and pull up my socks. I'm motivated at least!