Dreams of you

I have been dreaming about you every night for the past week and a half. Don’t know what it means. Just know I miss the way you smell and your warm hugs. Every dream I’m jumping into your arms and you’re accepting yet distant. It’s like you don’t want to get hurt again. I never intended to hurt you in the first place. I didn’t want to disappoint you. 

I have to be ok with never seeing you again. I know in my heart I’ve lost all access to you. Doesn’t mean I don’t crave to breathe in your breath. Breathe into each other like we did. I miss ugly kissing. I miss being weird with you. I just miss you. 

Thank you for your love. I’ll always love you🙁

Poptarts