23:20

Question: to people who don't know me, does my sarcasm drip through my voice, through my words, as well as I mean for it to? or am i just a massive asshole? 

I've got this history worksheet that's 2 weeks late that i'm supposed to be doing, but it's so infuriatingly straightforward that I have absolutely no motivation to do it. When you're young you think, oh yeah, sure I'll prove to you I read the textbook. But when you're older you're like, well, fuck it, we discussed it in class and I clearly haven't read it, but you have, so why do you need me to talk about it? Just mark down that I didn't read it and we can move on. 

It's especially infuriating since my history teacher just gets off to the sound of his own voice for 90 minutes and then gives us the worksheet as if he actually cares to hear what we have to say. 

oh, the irony of saying that in a blog post. 

Also, I'm having a weird thing where I read each word twice. like there's a visual echo chamber. There's that voice in your head that talks out the words as you scan them with your eyes and right now, currently at 23:27, I am repeating everything like an obnoxious six-year-old boy. 

what if this is how I started things from now on? With the military time? Then I can finish it off with the time that I ended. It would end up being pretty boring if I wrote in the mornings though. using military time is only interesting when it's after noon. Not afternoon, after noon. and, no that's not the echo chamber.

I'm listening to this playlist of soundtracks (and radiohead) I listen to when I do homework but because I'm not doing any homework right now it just sort of feels like I'm lying to myself. So maybe I should do homework? 

I should. I will. 

i'll write next time I have something worthwhile, yeah?

oh, look, ful stop just started playing. man it's a good song. listen to A Moon Shaped Pool by Radiohead. it's a masterpiece. 

peace. 

23:33