Sleep

New blog entry in a while, just writing this before I take my nap... again...

It's getting harder for me to fall asleep at night, I can't really lull myself to sleep unless something's there to distract me. It's like my brain needs something to think about to sleep but like, I can't fall asleep either if it's just my own thoughts.

I don't know if this even makes sense, it's just that I can't fall asleep in my "normal" way anymore. I can't just lie down in bed and close my eyes, I need to dostract myself with something.

...Maybe its just the universe telling me to stop napping at school and to stop taking afternoon naps...

Ah, I've been getting weird dreams too. They feel weirdly nostalgic, it's mostly mundane things like going to a hotel or having a road trip and staring outside the window.

I think it's a sign that I need to go out much often, I miss doing these things. But as much as I want to, I can't. There's school and stuff, I can't really focus on myself unlike when I'm on winter/summer breaks or something, I don't know...

Anyways, I'm going to take a nap now to (hopefully) forget about my problems. Good day/noon/night/something...