Day 35 of improving myself until I get a girlfriend

This one is only half the story. That's because my power is going out at the exact moment when I usually write these. It will probably be like that for the next 2 days but now I'm prepared so I'll get shit done early. 

I didn't Exercise today because I had to hand in my art project and the time when I handed it in was when I usually work out but it was the only time when I could. I had a balanced diet today, I even had fish and garlic bread and potatoes. Good meals.

Today I watched a shitty motivational video and that's mean to say but it was very bad. It's a Fleeting motivation that won't last, I've seen many of those videos that motivated me for a day or two and then it burnt out. Motivation should be something personal, I think. He did say one good thing in the video, how do you eat a frog, you analyze it and eat the most difficult part or something. Start the day with something difficult and then from there everything seems easier. 

I wrote very little and I'm not happy with my output but I spent the day on social media looking for people who listened to the Let's Fight a Boss Podcast because I wanted to write a little tribute and get fans to write little segments and I'd credit them. It'd be a fun send off but the fan base is so niche and I'm having trouble getting responses. Sorry to plug but if you're a fan of the Let's Fight A Boss Podcast and you want to be involved in this, please hit me up for further details.

Media consumption is gonna be pretty bare today. I watched Wubzilla on YouTube, I love his videos and basically watched all of them. I don't think he's gonna read this but he's really cool and wise, he's got a lot of wisdom in that taxidermy brain of his. I also watched an episode of Arrested Development and it was really weak, I didn't find it too funny. Not that it aged poorly or anything but rather that it was just unfunny, just a dud, it happens. I read a chapter of Berserk and Guts and Casca are starting to get along. I read some Fire Punch and it had me smiling ear to ear, despite the dark subject matter. The forces have finally collided, Togata finally met their main character and I love their dynamic. I read from chapter 11 to 15. I also love the movie references. 

For reference - this was very funny

I didn't do much studying but Im gonna start now. I took it easy today because I finished my art project and I handed it in today. 

I socialized a bit with my art teacher and this girl in my art class. I embarrassed myself in front of that girl, I don't have a crush on her but everytime I meet her, I find some way to humiliate myself. I stormed in with my art project and notebook and I stood in front of the empty class and just said "where's Ms so and so" all Frantic like and everyone was staring at me. So embarrassing. I did have a small conversation with my art teacher, she's always really nice to me. 

Today was a guitar day, I learnt Don't You Want Me by The Human League and that songs not anything special to me, it's a bop but it was actually really fun to play, it had a nice little riff. I used my acoustic guitar for this one, I named her when I was in the 8th grade. I just referred to my guitar as her, that's embarrassing but whatever, my guitar is named Daria because I watched a lot of Daria. I kinda like naming instruments or inanimate objects for some reason. I don't know what to name my electric guitar, give me names! 

I didn't read yet, I'll do that tonight though.

That's it, thank you for reading. This is gonna be a good week, you've got Scott Pilgrim, new Frieren. That's it. I saw the Garfield trailer and it's fine, it looks beautiful but I love Garfield so I should've been more excited but I just wasn't. I hope this isn't garbage is all I was thinking and I want Bill Murray back as Garfield. I think it's gonna be mid but I hope it's not. I really want this to be good. Like the Peanuts movie, that's one of the greatest movies ever made, you know? 

For reference - a true statement