broken down on memory lane

broken down on memory lane, alone together, we're alone...

infinity on high is one of my favorite albums ever. this song gives me such a warm feeling... 'we only want to sing you to sleep through you bedroom speakers,' and they have.

the outro is such a succinct way of describing such a complex feeling. it makes my heart ache. i am broken down on memory lane. i constantly say i never get over anything, and that's mostly true.

i've gotten better at not thinking about you, but sometimes it bubbles back up and bites me when i least expect it. 

i don't want you, but, g-d, i do miss wanting you. i miss you. i'd like to think you still think of me. wishful thinking, i know, but i like to dwell too much for my own good. fuck myself over fucking you. 

we walk the plank on a sinking ship.