#9

Hewwo writevember tonite is certainly a stream of consciousness entry because I smoked weef.

I had a productive morning/afternoon. I went to the store and got a new cat litter cuz I ran out and also I got a redbull because I needed to buzz with energy for the kind of cleaning I wanted to do. I did deep cleaning. That is probably my least favourite part of cleaning, rather than the general upkeep like dishes, laundry, sweeping etc.

So I got my things and I went home and I put my pussy into it let me say. I (had to open my to-do list to remember what I did) I took out recycling, put away my laundry, swept my room & the bathroom, vacuumed my room & the rec room, mopped my room and the bathroom; and I cleaned the sink and toilet. Big moves. Bathroom is so fresh and so clean clean now. 

I also picked Skyler up from work and we hung out for a couple hours and she came with me to buy new lip balm!! I buy it from the same place every time it’s the kind matter company on kerr street I love it there. Today when I went in there were customers at the counter and I waited behind them and she said “well I know you’re here for lip balm” to me. I thought it was sweet that she remembered me. Isn’t it beautiful, the small things in life  like that, that remind you to appreciate the simplicity of everything. She remembers me simply because I come into her work every couple months to buy the same lip balm. And she knows I like the orange one. Anyways that moment stuck with me through the rest of the day

Anyways I drove skyler back to work for 5pm and then Allana came over!!!! Omg it was so lovely. We didn’t do anything other than talk for almost 6 hours. Im writing this after she left. I thought maybe we’d put on a movie or do something but I suppose when you’ve just been introduced to someone, you have a lot to talk about. I already feel like I know her so much better and anyways it was just really nice. I like getting to know new people. And she just texted me to thank me for inviting her over as if it wasn’t my pleasure my goodness!!! 

Now it’s 11pm and she just went home and I am laying in my bed feeling happy but also anxious because my boyfriend decided to go to Toronto with his friend. That’s okay I don’t care anyways nothing matters we are literally on a floating rock! Haha! Im going to sleep soon and maybe try to wake up before 11am but I have been so down bad depressed lately if I sleep at home I Rot in my bed for as long as possible. Until I get the baby Kata phone buzz 1 too many times and then I can’t sleep though it anymore. Ya im going through it but im also a strong girl and I can effing get past this I know I can I just want to be past it already but patience is a virtue and I am patient. Ya okay this is high on weed stream of consciousness asf.

Also one more thing do you guys love me? Haha just kidding I know you do I was just wondering…..

Okay im going to stfu now because I’ve typed for too long. Love you guys have a good sleep and no im not high and scared why would you even ask that?

Xoxo maimai