before i lose this thought

tw: uhh i talk abt unreality a bit. if thats weird dont read.

but um. i was thinking, how can anyone go around without Knowing?? it feels 2 me like something other, or like my understanding is higher. not in a self-centered way like "hehe im smarter than everyone" but like...that My world seems somewhere else entirely. i feel like i'm 4th dimensional in the 3rd dimension. out of place. and im all alone up here.