writevember day 3 dreams are the realest part of my existence

WRITEVEMBER 3333333 sorry i keep talking about dreams but i keep having such vivid and memorable ones???? okay so last night i had 3 dreams, the first one was this scary ass nightmare where i was in this mall and then out of nowhere a bloody knife fight started and it was in some home store or something cause the final scene of the fight was this guy who kinda looked like hozier who maia and i were fighting and then by the end i was too bloodied to keep fighting and maia took the final stab and killed the hozier guy. we didnt start it or anything but we got out of the mall and the police were there and i went up to them asking if we could be taken to the hospital and they were like “no youre going straight to the hospital for questioning” and i was like bleeding out of my wrists thinking in my head about how i wont even make it to the station before i lose too much blood. and my mom was there and she didnt care and was mad at me. anyway sorry for the gore. i woke up from that dream paralyzed in fear and had to stay awake for like 20 mins before i wasnt too scared to go back to sleep. after i went back to sleep i had this super realistic dream that tana mongeau died?? and in my dream i was just going through all of her friends posts about her passing away but in the dream i like already knew she died??? like i was thinking oh her poor friends couldnt post about it for weeks but the whole world already knew. and then i woke up again and had to google her to make sure she was still alive because in my dream i was so convinced it was real LMAO. Anyway i went back to sleep and then my third dream was normal, i was going on an 8 hour road trip through the states with kate, maia, colleen and her friend julia who ive met a couple times and on the way we stopped at this huge playground with a giant bench swing and giant slides and climbing structures and then we stopped again at this free walkthrough waterpark and the guy walking infront of me was naked?? the dream ended with maia and kate getting the ‘olaf meal’ at mcdonalds so sadly we never reached our destination. i was so happy to end the night with a non stressful dream though. anyway the day itself was uneventful, i worked from 1-5 and i might be seeing my gf later because shes in town to get a vaccine! will update in tomorrow’s writevember if that ended up happening im sure. feelings so neutral the past couple days all i can write about is my dreams. i think my dreams have been so intense theyre sucking all of my feeling for the day out of me. maybe something like that. anyway love to all and thanks for reading <3