I made an oopsie

So uh...the girl i was seeing broke up with me today. Said smth about how it was inconsiderate to be dating someone when I'm "so obviously in love with someone else" which i know is bullshit cuz  if it's so obvious, stephanie, then how the FUCK has this goddamned idiot not noticed yet, huh? i mean, you think i enjoy suffering quietly being roommates with this guy and spending every single goddamned day dropping subtle hints and making comments and trying to get it through his THICK FUCKING HEAD that i'm going entirely fucking mad over every single stupid thing he does. "Just tell him, tulio stop being a pussy" i'm sorry, do i look fucking stupid to you? i can't very well tell him because the idiot'll get spooked and that's 24 years of friendship down the drain--I'd rather take this with me to the grave, thanks. 

anyway, had to rant. if anyone's got some genuinely helpful advice how to get oneself out of this shithole situation, i'm all ears. 

cheers.