Day 11 of improving myself until I get a girlfriend

We are so Barack dude. Yes I'm still doing this thing. Yes, I'm exhausted too. The days I missed weren't too awful productive so it doesn't really matter. We will also be talking about yesterday, not the song or the movie about that song but actually the day, 16 October 2023, Monday. 

I don't know if I should count this as exercise but I did kinda do exercise which was kinda forced. It was PE class and I hate PE class. It wasn't too intensive though so that was alright, mostly just arm stuff and pull ups but I kinda hate pull ups. Not gonna lie though, I do need a good arm workout, I'm a really skinny person, I've got no muscle  in my upper body. Atleast it's something I guess. 

Again, I followed my usual trend of skipping lunch yesterday. I didn't know what to eat and I wasn't hungry but I had a good breakfast, Bacon and Eggs. I had my favorite meal for dinner which I believe is called Hamburger Helper and I was glad about that. I did have lunch at school which doesn't really count, it's more like a brunch or 2nd breakfast to me since I have it in the morning. 

I did a bit of learning in the evening, I learnt a few writing tips. Like I mentioned, I write fiction on the side but I never know how to end my stories so I learnt about the basic structure for a short story. It's actually really basic and I've been overthinking it this entire time actually. Maybe I'll actually finish a story for once in my life.

I don't even think I should keep the hygiene section anymore, yes I did my hygiene. My outer beauty is very important to me for some reason. I am of the belief that I'm very attractive so I try to preserve that beauty.

My only cultural enrichment was that I listened to an album called Breath From Another by Esthero and it was amazing trip hop. 

I studied lots as well. I studied every subject that I had. 

I'm adding a new section. Social. I don't expect the girls to come to me, do I? So, I have to work on my social skills unfortunately. I will be tracking my conversations with people and the likes. Yesterday, I volunteered to chaperone at this Halloween event thing that my sister is going to and I (through text) introduced myself to the group of people whom I will be chaperoning and their ages vary. Some of them are my sister's but some of them are also my age so I might make some new friends and have a chance to prove my responsibility as someone who's getting older, I'm getting to the big 18 next year which is daunting so I need to take responsibility more and be more of a leader I guess? 

Anyway, thanks for reading. Today's little nugget of advice is that ya'll should write and I'm not trying to get more people into like writing fiction or professionally but if you do that's cool however I just mean, you need to get your feelings out there. Not just the bad stuff or the good stuff (and I'm no perfect example, I'm still trying to do this myself) but also you're middeling days. Writing helps you to understand yourself. Don't just write feelings, a journal or diary has an emotive connotation but you can write your not so emotive thoughts just to get them organized and to master your thoughts better. So go out there and get your thoughts organizised.