waiting game update 15/10/2023

heyyyyyy sorry ive been busy rotting away haha

sooooo i gave him the note on wednesday and yee!!! he read it when he got home, we messaged for a bit and!!! HE LIKES ME!!!!!!! uaaaa!!!! and yea ye called for a bit, i showed him the joke presentation i made (13 reasons why its a good idea to date) aaand yee he said that that solidified it:]!!

the thing is that hes got the avoidant attachment goin on (while i have the anxious one) and hes still really unsure if he wants to go through with it. not because he doesnt like me but because hes just had pretty icky relationship experiences before that. i had a really co-dependent long term relationship before that so yea neither of us want it to be anything super serious for a while:]

i mean my anxiety attachment shit is through the roof but thats my thing to work on, i just need some sorta reassurance now n then that he doesnt hate me haha. im really worried about accidentally triggering him though