Why can't I ever have peace?

Being a night-owl due to insomnia and chronic pain would drive a normal person insane at this point. I've spent nearly two and a half weeks up late ( until 10 am most times ), but it isn't as though I want to be awake by myself..

With how much it's been raining, I'm having trouble coping with how badly my entire arm has been hurting.

I have my physical therapy this morning. I'm hoping that they'll be able to help, because it's getting to the point where being awake is just not enjoyable.

I'm trying to cope, but even when I do sleep it isn't restful.

At least it's cool and quiet.

I like it when the world is calm.