Venting

I honestly don't feel like a good person.

Whenever I try to spread awareness of issues going on in the world, or fundraisers to help someone. It feels like I'm not doing enough to help.

Being disabled and broke, I have limitations as to what I can do without overwhelming myself. Which is why I try my hardest to help in other ways.

Well before Elon fucked over twitter and ruined everything, I was posting there a lot. Being vocal about issues, defending people and sharing fundraisers to help those in need - because it was the only thing I could realistically do without stressing myself out.

I have epilepsy, and run the risk of having a seizure if I get too overwhelmed or stressed out. ( I'm well aware that there are people out there in far worse a situation that I am. )

The system is so fucked, that it makes me feel powerless.

I just want people to be ok. For them to be safe, and well cared for.

Trying to keep up on issues is emotionally taxing, but I feel like I cannot stop. Because people are suffering and I feel guilty for not being able to do more to help.

I don't want sympathy. This is just me venting over how fucked my mind is over this.