9/10/23 Purple

I tried the ultra Violet monster! I think it's supposed to be grape. Like every monster I tried, it reminds me of a candy. Don't remember exactly which one tho. Could have been worse. And the can looks so pretty

Ignore my ugly thumb 

Also today I have purple shirt and everything so it was. All very purple.

Why did I try the purple monster? Cus my fave shop didn't have any other type and I have too much social anxiety to leave a corner store without buying anything. Also cus I could be profiles as a shoplifter. Lol. I may drink it again! Idk if it's better than the classic. Definitely the white is still s tier for me idc idc.

Anyway I brought a sketch for carving and printing class and it was okay! So I did it with linocut. Next time we'll do few prints. Linoleum is sooo much easier than wood omg. It feels like butter fr fr. I still slightly fucked it up but honestly? Very slightly !! The littlest thing that can be fixed with a marker on the print itself. Technically at the start I didn't mirror the sketch. So technically I almost risked wasting an hour if work but !! Didn't!! There was a way to fix it luckily. Here's the sketch I did digitally and the linocut. 

For illustration class we got the specifics of the assignment we gotta do for the end of the month. Unfortunately with watercolors lol. It's a map of a city, it's more specific than that but I'm too lazy to explain. I chose my city, for next week I gotta start sketching the various places. 

Also!! We need to do it on a big paper so I'll have to go once again to the art store in the big city and get one. This week we have the start of the year school meeting and coincidentally it's the same day of my classes. 

If !! The meeting ends on time (please make it end on time) I could potentially take the bus back to town center, buy the paper at the store anddd get back to school. I'm worried on having to travel with that big piece of paper but ugh. I gotta do it yk. 

Now I gotta worry for the assignments for this week which uh involves somehow developing a Corporate Art Style (long story). Ugh it's not gonna end well. Anddd practicing watercolors. Double ugh. 

Anyway at the second class we go to this room that got tables put together in couples. I put myself as always in the back, alone (and near the wall so I can charge my phone eheh). Berry gets to class. And the motherfucker sits near me? Luckily my emo bangs cover my vision on the right partially so I couldn't see his stupid ass lmaoo. And like. There were other seats empty, trust me. So idfk why he did that. Hope he got nothing in mind cus I rlly just don't wanna remember his existence for more than 20 minutes a week. For my own sanity. Anyway he couldn't see from there cus there's a pillar in the middle of the room (long story, weird arches) so he had to move. But still. 

Like there was literally in front of me. A seat with Purple empty. Bitch fuck you wantttt 😭😭 lmao anyway idk if I'm reading too into this but. Yk. You never know. He'e super friend/ boyfriend (idfk) with a guy from another class, let's call him Retriever. Cus he's basically what bitches on TikTok call "golden retriever boyfriend" except he doesn't have toxic vibes. 

But anyway maybe Berry fucking talked ab shit with him and Retriever is like oh c'mon try to reconcile or some bs. Idfk. Yk? Idfk. And low-key I don't wanna know. I don't wanna think ab it. I'm trying to have as few depressive episodes as I can cus even tho they're helpful for inspiration, they're not good to get shit done and get through th day without crying, so. 

Anyway after classes I take my first buss and literally. 100 less meters from the stop I had to get out at. The fucking bus stops. Weird sounds. Driver gets out. Gets back in. Call somebody. Curses on the phone. "This fucking thing doesn't start". Lights on and off like Christmas was two months early and we were getting too close to get an apparition from Maria Carey. In all of this there's this fucking old woman few meters away talking on the phone in dialect so I couldn't fucking hear what the driver was saying. Panic. Eventually it restarts again and I get to my bus stop. AND WAIT TEN MINS FOR THE BUS. CUS THE UNIVERSE HATES ME.

Luckily no problems with the train. Also it's funny seeing people decide if they wanna sit near The Weirdo With The Emo Haircut or. Random Middle Aged Woman Doing Sudoku.

That's ab it. 

A ghost writing from the grave, signing off.