5/10/23 First assignments

Another boring day. Started the watercolor class (I hate it) and digital drawing which is. More of just doing editorial. Aka learning how to draw in corporate style for newspapers etc. Which I hate. They assigned us some illustrations to do, gotta bring sketches next week and like. I rlly don't know how to do it. Editorial it's just not my style. It's fucking soulless. My style is just incompatible with it. I wanna draw blood and homosexuals and homosexuals covered in blood not spot illustrations for an article ab buying wine online. I'm not that type of dead inside. 

Ugh also I gotta buy supplies for watercolors and other classes n like. Shit is too expensive. I'll have to go to the city just for that one of these days, before the start of next week classes. UGH.

One thing positive there is. Having to exit classes 10 mins before the end to be able to catch the train means I don't gotta do the bus ride with my classmates. Only positive aspect because everything else is bad. I don't.wanna.be forced to take the last train. I don't like getting home at 10 pm. I don't like how dark everything is.

Anyway. I don't think theres anything else to report. 

Also maybe nicotine is actually strong. Cus sometimes I think ugh. This break between classes is perfect for cigarette n shit. Idk maybe I just wanna cool lol.my brain is stupidly dramatic that way.

That's ab it 

A ghost writing from the grave, signing off.