Religious blogg🇺🇲

Just like silly gender I have no idea where I fall on the religious spectrum, I don't much believe in God but more of a higher power.. but not too high. Like Satan or some demon that rules over us or hell maybe God, I don't know it's confusing. Just somebody who is watching over us and feeds the land its warmth and cold ❤️

In my dreams I want to be loyal, a devoted "nun" who goes and worships everyday, believes in them, loves them, and my life is blessed because they brought me here, but I don't know who or what to devote my life too. Does anyone else have this confusion? Or am I just a silly billy?? X3

On the other side I love the idea of this all being science, like yes I was born from a singular cell who once rolled around in the atoms of space. Like of course I'd love to devote my life purely to particals and the air I breathe, the blood we're filled with is nothing otherworldly.. it's our world, and we did it without any help.