Religious blogg🇺🇲

Just like silly gender I have no idea where I fall on the religious spectrum, I don't much Believe in God more of a high power.. but not too high. Like Satan or some demon that rules over us or hell maybe God, I don't know it's confusing. And I want to be loyal, a devoted "nun" who goes and worships everyday, believes in them, loves them, but I don't know who or what to devote my life too. Does anyone else have this confusion? Or am I just a silly billy?? X3