im just done

today has been a day and it's not even 5pm yet. ugh. so i tried to pay rent..and of course my bank decided to have a "momentary glitch" by not showing me wether it was/wasn't payed. so what happens? i over spend not realising the rent never went through because...as i said..it never showed on my statement even after it was supposed to have. and i should've known something was up when i didn't get an email confirmation from the apartments saying it was paid. and i'm usually pretty good about the money. this month not so much so now i owe my husband the ammount for my half of the rent. i just feel so....ugh! like i know im bad with money but never this bad.  so of course it means i need to ask for help to play catch up and i hate doing that. tonight is gonna be a cannibus kind of night.