how im feeling (9/26/23)

im feeling like shit. 

ive been apathetic as fuck lately. nothing really brings me joy rn. depression is kicking my fucking ass. i feel weird saying it to people personally so I'm posting here. almost miss the vent app (yikes)

i have to leave for work in 8 minutes and i havent even brushed my teeth yet. i want to throw up. i think i need to talk to my boss. ugh