"tar abhaile"

"come home"

🇮🇪 • Mar sin, bhí Daid ag iarraidh orm teacht abhaile inniu in ionad fanacht i dteach mo sheanmháthar...má chonaic tú mo bhlag eile ar an talamh, beidh a fhios agat cad atá i gceist agam faoi láthair ach chaill mé mo ghuthán agus mé ag scríobh ar mo sheanfhón faoi láthair agus beagnach gur chríochnaigh mé mo shíntiús ar an saol. Ní féidir liom bréag a insint daoibh 🤩 Is breá liom an brú (sarcasm, dála an scéil) a bheith i mo dhalta sinsearach ardscoile le fadhbanna sláinte meabhrach nach gcreideann aon duine iontu agus nach dtuigeann aon duine cé chomh dona is atá siad agus daid a bheith agat a deir leat stop a chur le bheith i do íospartach nuair is tusa an t-íospartach go litriúil (dúirt sé liom stop a chur le bheith i do íospartach mar luaigh mé an chaoi a raibh duine éigin trasfóbach dom agus go gcaithfidh mé déileáil leis [cosúil le Sherlock, táim ag déileáil leis, táim ag rá leatsa atá ceaptha a bheith i mo spás sábháilte ach níl tusa]) mar sin ar aon nós, ní féidir liom mo ghuthán a fháil ar ais ach nuair a bheidh mo ghráid suas agus beidh orm fanacht i dteach m'athar ar feadh tamaill mar ba mhaith leis mé a bheith anseo amárach freisin agus níl a fhios agam cá fhad a chuirfidh sé iallach orm. bheith anseo sa teach seo

Is féidir liom codladh go síochánta ar a laghad agus mé ar an eolas nach féidir le m'athair dul isteach i mo ghuthán mar gur athraigh mé an focal faire agus mar sin ní féidir leis sní isteach níos mó ^_^

🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 • so dad wanted me to come home today instead of stay at grandma's...if you've seen my other blog tilted grounded you'll know what im refering to rn but uh i lost my phone currently typing on my old phone rn and uh i almost ended my subscription on life icl to u guys 🤩 i totally love the pressure of (sarcasm btw) being a senior in highschool with mental health issues that no one believes and no one realizes how bad they are and having a dad whose telling you to stop being the victim when you quite literally are the victim (he told me to stop being the victim cause i mentioned how someone was transphobic to me and that i just need to deal with it [like no shit sherlock i am dealing with it im ranting to u who is supposed to b my haven but youre not]) so anyways i can only get my phone back once my grades are up and im going to have to be staying at my dads house for a bit cause he wants me here tomorrow too and idk how long hes going to force me to b here at this house

i can at least sleep peacefully knowing my dad cant get into my phone cause i changed the password so he cant snoop around anymore ^_^