..

made myself cry with my last blog entry

i truly am pathtetic

anyways

i stopped eating today, guess i never felt real hunger untill now

im aiming to get a thigh gap like all the other girls at my school 

like the one that she lacks...

i wish i could get so sick to the point that i cant eat and have to be hooked on a tube 

then i will finally lose the 20 kilos i need to weigh 50

oh how beautiful it is to be starving