made myself cry with my last blog entry
i truly am pathtetic
i stopped eating today, guess i never felt real hunger untill now
im aiming to get a thigh gap like all the other girls at my school
like the one that she lacks...
i wish i could get so sick to the point that i cant eat and have to be hooked on a tube
then i will finally lose the 20 kilos i need to weigh 50
oh how beautiful it is to be starving