UGH

today i didnt go to school bcs some girl who used to be my friend decided she is mad at me bcs i dont agree with her also bcs my favourite teacher gave his class to another teacher for SOME reason (he is the only reason i go mondays and thursdays to school now since my old friends became more distant) im so fucking tired of everything i might just cry to get his attention and maybe a hug, but probably not since i dont like people touching me bcs it feels gross (like bugs crawling under my skin)(ew) so just with a "r u ok?" from him i will be good  (i think) 

i really wanna kiss that old man but at the same time i dont want him near me 

i guess i just want to be his age to date him lolol