old man of the ward

it's my last full day in this hellhole and i totes forgot i could have been blogging all the shit that's been going on lmao. let's start with the main thing that got my stay extended; this girl was being a dickface about one of the people in our unit. he was trans, and obviously we're in a gender-divided unit- so she was going about trying to explain why he was there- in a very disgusting, kind of dehumanizing manner. ex: calling him 'it' and saying it was a fantasy and he was basically wrong about being a boy blah blah blah.

i was in my room, came out, and saw the person she was talking about already in tears about something unrelated. i go and offer some help cuz he was trying to call someone but it wasn't phone time yet. i send him on his way to the nurses station so he can actually call someone, as it's the only phone that doesn't turn off. i then start heading to the lounge, which is directly across from said station, and i immediately hear this irritating, high pitch voice. it's that old cunt. i stay listening for a moment to give her the benefit of doubt cuz im sweet like that. it only got worse. and taking into account the fact that the person she was talking about was not ten feet away??? i butt myself into a convo that had nothing to do with me and i start yelling abt how disrespectful she was being 💀 in hindsight i totally culd have handled it better- and my way def would have resulted in hands being thrown if the staff hadnt intervened and sent us to our rooms

BUT

she was being very unnecessarily crude so im still content with my decision. i am annoyed asf they made me stay longer tho. anyways, i felt bad about yelling while this person was so upset, so i apologized and gave him candy i got from my therapist. and that's the end of that! :)

that's all for now, thx for listening to my useless ramble

     kisses. vera