september briefing

522 as i write this saturday

my weeks have been hectic, and i’ve not even reached half of my semester. i think we’re on, what, the sixth week? about to start it, at least. 

my weeks can be summarized in a couple of words: public transportation, unbearable heat, german classes, and tons of psychoanalysis. if we’re talking academics, then i’m pretty confident—i participate, i do my readings, i study as best as i can, so it’s turning a little bit… boring. next week, though, oh that’ll be hell. i have to start some college thing that requires me to stay with kids for hours and then analyze them and see where exactly they are in the development stage, it’s demented and i already know i’ll hate it. 

and besides the kid, i’m going into this government related thing so i can get my visa and it happens to fall exactly on the day i am supposed to do this huge project that i can’t miss AND on the day that i have to take my german exam, it’s driving me crazy and i don’t know how i’ll manage, but i’ll manage.

now, onto relationships. i think i do have a girlfriend, we’ve been talking and going on dates for over a month now and, well, she’s nice. i’m not accustomed to nice, so i’ve been making some bad decisions but i think that i’ll get over it—it’ll probably be a walk over the park in october. i don’t know what i’ll do in this month, though. (edit: i just realized that my august self already wrote about this, but well, this is september me).

i feel like the life is being choked out of me.