HAI :3

HAI HOW R U ALL. I AM NOT DOING GRWEAT BUT I WILL B E OK.

i am watxching weirdcore videoz on yt... . and liminal space vids.. i lvoe liminal spaces sm. they feel so comfy and safe i wana live in 1!! !

i just miss him a lot but knowing now that he rly doesn't care as much as i did to the point he's not even thinking abt us anymore lets me know i gotta get over it. i rly do. i gotta try.

IL STOP TALKIN ABT HIM EVENTUALLY IM SRY

going to get coffee with my therapist on monday woohoo!! i love herr. also might go get dinner w his mom soon cuz we r both on rly good terms still. she said she still considerz me her daughtger which is sad bcs i cant live there anymore.. . 

i also has a tooth cavity :(

"i fed the dog when i had to

i fed myself when i had to

went out of town when i had to,

and then came home

and i know this won't last forever

but goddamnit it feels like forever

since we've been together

'til we'll be together again."

-ajj, distance