m back girlypops!!//update p2

yuh finally got back onto the acc, had medical stuff goin on and then hung out with the silly guy againnnn. he got a new haircut and uaaaaaaa he looks so fuckin good oh my god

okay so like a few days back i was having a real jumping all over the walls screaming into a pillow flailing around kinda day cause yea sometimes your brain just wont stop thinking about a certain silly guy!!! like all that yearning shit but aggressive.

aaand yesterday we hung out and walked around prague n stuff and he told me that he entered some sorta melancholic victorian maiden era and when i asked why he thinks that is he was literally like "yknow i just want someone to love me" and i was,,, yea i almost told him and he was talking about how his situationship before that was like really blunt and aggressive in a way and how he just wants a calm and gentlle relationship and just ughhhhhhh i would be calm and gentle!!!! i AM that kinda person!!!! uaaaaaa internally screaming.

school would normally start tomorrow, but all seniors have a two week long intership thingy and the two of us managed to get into the same business!! sooo yea im gonna spend two weeks just with him:]!

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also!!!!

we made eachother playlists with new music to check out:]!

i am really particular when it comes to music (mmm tism) so i gotta listen to a song at least six times and roll it around in my brain for a few days to decide if i like it or not sooo its all still cookin

lovin all the front bottoms stuff on there tho

man its kinda funny cause he made the playlist only one hour long cause he was worried about making it too long and then i dropped my almost four hours long one in his lap, spent two hours writing notes n everything bahaha, but hes vibin with it so far!! yippeeee