kinda fogot that this account exists

In this whole time when I was gone, so much shit happened to me.

I got addicted to smoking and alcohol, I got used by a man, no, a boy who doesn't deserve to be called a man, who promised me so much, told me how much he loved me, how much he longed me, how he desperately needed me, wanted me. Yet after he kissed me, touched me, loved me, he left. They all do.

I'm so done with love. I'm so done with everyone. I'm so done with life.