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Category: Life
Many things have changed in the last couple of months. I met the love of my life. He's perfect for me. He has such a good personality, he's so handsome and most of all he's really smart and caring! I have such a good feeling about this relationship, I think it might last forever, he's just so good to me. I'm not so depressed anymore. No more thoughts about killing myself or harming myself in anywa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I just want to run away. Just be free. Just go missing, like, run away to other country, change my name, start a new life, just to get away from this bullshit. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
In this whole time when I was gone, so much shit happened to me. I got addicted to smoking and alcohol, I got used by a man, no, a boy who doesn't deserve to be called a man, who promised me so much, told me how much he loved me, how much he longed me, how he desperately needed me, wanted me. Yet after he kissed me, touched me, loved me, he left. They all do. I'm so done with love. I'm so done wi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
Is it really that hard to find an emo boyfriend? He could be a goth or a metalhead too, i dont care. I just want to have a boyfriend that will understand my interests » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Somethimes I feel like I'm not doing enough. I feel like I'm wasting my time here and like I'm totally useless. I always thought that I was smart, yet in this year in school I started thinking otherwise. My grades went down, my parents started getting angry at me even more, also taking their stress and anger out on me, I lost a lot of friends, even through I feel like I didn't need them at all. ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I feel soooo stupid I sent this one guy from my class two pictures of tests that he eventually would have to write, that's pretty normal, but then I realized that I sent that at 9 p.m and to add more embarassment I wrote also, "hope this will help you learn". And he was like "thx bro" and I fucking wrote "No problem ;D". WHY DID I ADD THAT GODDAMN WINKING FACE And he only replied with "😅" FUCCKKK... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I don't know why, but each time I fall for someone they don't like me back, but each time somebody likes me, I can't bring myself to like them, the way the like me. I'm so desperate for love, yet I can't reciprocate someones feeling towards me. I really want to know if I'm the problem or I just might not have found my true second half. All the girls in my school already have boyfriends, so why ca... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Today whas such a bad day for me, honestly, I wish that I could go back in time and just not go to school. Overall it wasn't all that bad in the morning, but it began at afternoon. I wasn't doing anything really when that fucking asshole came up to me and started laughing at me and just overall making fun of me. I don't understand that dude, I have never done anything to me but for some reason h... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I'm kinda bored so if enyone wants to talk to me, you know what you gotta do X3 » Continue Reading
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