I've never known how to properly make friends, or even how to nurture to those relationships.
So many things went wrong. Different friendships broken due to misunderstandings, broken hearts and an overwhelming urge to keep them around.
I spent so many nights questioning myself. Struggling to understand what happened and why they left. Going in circles, spiraling to the point where I collapsed in on myself.
At the end of the day, I know it was my fault.
I let things get to a dangerous point, over and over again. The cycle repeating..
It breaks my heart. At this point in my life, I don't have it in me to keep trying. To start over with new friends..
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