whatever the fuck has been going on

528 as i write this friday 

i’ve been so busy it’s insane, no psychology student should have to be doing this much work—and i’ve not even chosen my specialty yet, i have a year left for that. 

life has been going cyclical: wake up, do nothing, go to college, suffer with no friends and eat my lunch, walk and take public transportation, go to my german classes, walk back to my sister’s college to pick her up, go home, do homework, do nothing, sleep, wake up, do nothing, and so on and so forth. it’s been… something.

the only interesting part of my weeks are saturdays because my girlfriend (surprise) and i have designated them as date days, only because she works every day but saturday and because it’s the weekend and we might as well use it. she’s good, i really like her, gorgeous too so that’s a bonus. 

i’ve just arrived home to discover that a cousin of mine is staying here with her husband and her weird mil for the night, disgusting situation, but i can’t really do much about it. overall, i’m using the day to starve because i’m going out with my girlfriend (love saying it) and kind of want to look better for her even though i’ve been on “recovery” which isn’t really recovery because i was never that skinny to begin with.