bunnyspotting

currently ~ eating phish food in front of my tiny little honeywell fan because heat rises in an old house with no ac and we live on the top floor

went on a walk tonight because i desperately needed to get out of the house (very common if i don't have an errand or work outside) but it was a little too dark so i spent most of the time stressed about bears since the LAST time i went on a walk at night towards the more wooded part of my neighborhood i SAW one??? shits crazy.

no bears this time but a lot of bunnies and two cats (!!!). taking them as a good omen for whatever life is planning to bring me next, i've always felt very happy seeing neighborhood rabbits and it seems like they always bring me good things so *fingers crossed emoji.*

i bought a yoga mat a few days ago and it has been helping me greatly - it's weird that the cure to whatever strain of depression i have is socialization good eating and exercise but those things are REALLY HARD TO COME BY when you have just graduated with 75% of a job and your closest friends are spread across the us and your boyfriend works M-F an hour away so you only see him weekends. a family member told me i should try goalsetting for the rest of the year which my inner teen rolled her eyes at but is actually pretty good advice. so far though the only things i've come up with are:

1. work full time teaching dance and not just over the summer

2. get iv certified

3. keep taking pole classes

my only longterm goal rn is to move in with bf.... because i really want to be domestic with him:) our 1yr is coming up too which is CRAZYYY and makes my heart sing. he is at the gym rn and i hope he gets home soon cause i wanna call him so bad rn hehe.

okay i think that's about it for tonight's thoughts.

tunez ~ voodoo? by l'imperatrice