bleary

im trying very hard not to let my supervisor get under my skin.. its just hard when im on my period again and it feels like some of the decisions that are made are unfair. ive been trying my best just to ignore him honestly and not take the criticisms towards what he should basically say are Lazier Workers to heart. i do my best at this job and while sometimes i might slack, i know that the kitchen would fail pretty hard without me. he calls me a leader in my job but its hard to take that to heart when it feels like anything i might do that may be wrong will be blown up into something dumb. idk i think its time to move on from this job soon but im unsure of where i would go or what i would do.. i know its dystopian as hell but i wish wed get picked up and put into different jobs at will even if we didnt pick them aaaggh!!! at least then thered be more of a culture of understanding if you cant perform optimally at your job and itd throw you into work opprotunities you may have never thought of before. i know thats weird af but still