08.16.23

Me and A went to the antique shop today. I was on time this time!! Kind of. The shop was way smaller than we anticipated, and we didn't really get anything honestly. There were a lot of other shops around that we went in and out of. After getting ice cream, we went into a crystal shop nearby. It had a bunch of spiritual stuff and a lot of tarot decks. I ended up buying a cute keychain for my bag and a crystal bead bracelet to match my other ones. Used my new credit card for the first time that day. We went to a café next, A got a giant cookie. We listened to music through her fake ass airpods and went up to the garage rooftop and looked over at the construction for the new playground and downtown parkway. A told me they're going to renovate our highschool too, but next year-- after ill graduate. Great. Shittest school in the county and it gets renovated after i leave.

We walked back to my house after that and put on harry potter, the 4th one. I've only seen the first three ones. A played with and braided my hair while we watched. She had to leave before it finished but i don't think she was too upset. Like last time, we didn't really buy anything other than a trinket or two, and our original plan got thrown out the window. But that's kinda how last time went too. We had a good time though, and its good to get out and walk around. I know i don't really do that all too much-- even though god knows i need to. I always have a hard time watching harry potter movies, even though i love them. Its hard for me to keep up with the plot and what's going on. That's kinda how it was when i watched the twilight movies for the first time. Everytime i rewatched the first twilight movie, id realize something else about the plot. I think I'm just incredibly slow honestly. Guess that just gives them replay value i guess. 

Recently I've noticed, sometimes the house shudders. When i open the bathroom door, it shudders. Sometimes when i shower, if i listen carefully i can hear it shudder. I can hear what sounds to me like the closet door creaking open. I stiffen, thinking its my brother outside. I curse myself, i must have woken him up so late. But its not. It never is. I know now its just the house shuddering.