brb ending it all

so yknow how i said i was going 2 see the babyklok tour this month. haha nvm.

im actually really upset about it but. fuck. yeah first our hotel wasnt gonna be available. and now my friend who was gonna drive us cant get time off work to go. and hes been having car problems. so the universe just flipped us off. im actually crying abt it bc i wanted 2 go so so bad and we spent so fucking much on tickets. i literally fantasized about it sm but. guess not Lol.

the title is a joke btw dont fuckjng yell at me. i just need the world to fuck off right now. this was one Big Thing that was fucking keeping me alive. im actually fucking heartbroken over it. fuck me to death man.