08.14.23

I remember the very end of my dream last night, but I'm too tired to even try and recall it. I'm scared when school starts I wouldn't be able to write down my dreams, or even be able sleep long enough to recall them. I think i have biology this year again-- since i failed last year. That teacher fucking hates me for it since i never showed up. Think all my teachers hated me. That biology teacher shit talked me once to the class. Like ok y r u riding my dick tho?? for what. My math teacher didn't hate me that much though, not as much as my English teachers. My English teachers were total fake bitches. I called my math teacher ma'am once when she asked me why i was late and she blushed and smiled lol. She let me just go to my seat and have my phone after that. 

Today i went to the thrift store like i said. Some boy glanced at me a lot while i was there, i hate making eye contact with people. Two girls walked in with pretty floral dresses, one girl wore a lime colored dress and the other wore a shorter pink one with a matching pink bow. I found some cute clothes and some CD's. Carrie Underwood!!

I got a cute 2000s tank top, a football type shirt, a sweater and some softball shorts. Softball shorts look sooo good, so i was super mad when i bought them only for them to be extra long in the back, making me look so weird when i wore them. I wonder if there's some way i could fix em. N knows a lot about sewing, i might ask her for advice. I haven't drawn in a couple days, feels like forever. Today marks two weeks till school starts, and i feel really unprepared. Every time i shop for clothes though, i feel better. I always feel like i have no clothes, though i guess they're all on my floor to be honest. I still have so much to do before school starts.