Tavbey

I find it hard to keep going at times, I never stop going through my own life. Its certainly voluntary but sometimes I wish I could get off the train, feels like I missed my stop a long time ago and I'm just in a world that doesn't need me no more. This month is the anniversary to the day my best friend died. Hard to think ill never see the guy grow up, but he will be forever young. Maybe if I'm lucky ill see him one day, maybe ill see them all again one day and catch up on everything we never got to say. It's hard to stay patient but I know ill get to sleep and never have to worry about it at all ever again.