extremely mundane blog bordering on being an 8 year olds diary

i need a air pump because my lungs will turn outside if i keep trying to inflate my sea lion pooltoy with my stupid mouth. i was gonna get him out again tonight but yesterday it took me like 45 minutes to get him all blown up. and it's already so late that i'd have to deflate him after an hour. Not Worth It.

it sucks simply. because it turns out cuddling and snuggling something makes you happy. and then you wanna like, be alive and talk to people. insane

today i installed two new shelves in my room and re-mounted my fursuit head on the wall and assembled all my stuffed animals on the top shelf. Yeah i got a stuffed animal collection and im #masc. the second shelf will be relegated to halloween collection overflow. yeah i also have a halloween collection. i should post a pic of it at some point but my main shelf is all out of order cause my cat keeps attacking it and shit. 

i'm a bit worried cause i assembled this shelf like an asshole and im worried it's just gonna collapse and crush me flat stanley style. and stick me with broken glass. and electrocute me. Etc.

the one thing i want to keep on my shelf but Can't is my ahem bong. i keep it hidden even though my family for sure knows i smoke, just cause like, c'mon man that's bad form. i do however love how it looks and wish i could display it, and before it was hidden in plain sight behind a plush of jevil from deltarune. im specifying that so i can flex. anyway now i have no space for my dearest bong. Sad!

i still got a lot more left to do vis a vis redecorating. i think i get this mood to redecorate my room in the same way people impulsively shave their heads. this is because i'm afflicted by the winds of change. I'm gonna get a job and my license soon. Yeahh let's gooo it's time to grow up. FUCK JULY!!!!

wat else happened today. Uhhh i tried out the publix pharmacy which slapped. CVS started denying me my HRT due to some law in my state about not getting controlled substances through telehealth. luckily publix doesnt give a fuck about that and i got my T through them. it Whipped! YIPPEE !!! im in a weird but good mood tonight guys.

and i got a song stuck in my head. Song + Video of the day is this.

it's good.

tomorrow... i'll be helping cut down a fallen tree for my sister. and i'll also be driving around. maybe i'll somehow find a way to buy a pump while i'm out and not invoke Suspicion from my family who will be out with me. I don't want to have to explain my sudden fascination with the humble pooltoy.

it's time to take a melatonin and go to bed at a reasonable time and not 5 am. happy saturday everyone, hope you have a good one.