I stay quiet, I stay out of the way, I stay in my room or the basement, I don't pick fights or cause trouble or act annoying on purpose, I don't distract you from work, I offer to help around the house, I close the doors when you are on a work call, I watch your son so you can have moments of peace, I have gone to such great lengths voiding myself of everything you hate- yet you still think I hate you- would I do everything I do if I did? You met me when I was confused and broken, and you treat me the same even though ten years have passed. When I could finally speak and reach out you had already walled me off. I don't hate you. but I'm done trying to be your friend. You will always see my efforts in some malicious lens, that's so pathetic and childish. You are no better than the son you call annoying, the man you call short-tempered, the girl you call oversensitive, the person you call cold, I wonder if you hate us because we remind you of the worst parts of yourself, that we unearth the worst parts of yourself. You hate yourself don't you? That's fine. Don't make everyone else miserable just because you are. I know I have done everything I am able. Shut up.
-Sentient
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