nocturnal sleep cycle..

ever since i quit my full time i've had the most horrendous sleep schedule imaginable.. def not the first rodeo though..

i feel like i go through this moon sleep every year

finding a new job is fucking harrrrddddd nobody wants to hire and it's making me desperate. but not desperate enough to work for some shitty company again. oh my last job reached my limit.

 i learned my fucking lesson abt listening to my family's job recommendations lol.. it's like they actually suffer on purpose. it's "life" to them to go through hardships wether they're intentional or not...

anyway thats my 5am rant of the night.. or morning..?

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