life update (july 2023)

im genuinely happy with where my life is at rn. i finally feel like an adult. i felt so lost throughout all of my teenage years and now im finally the person i wanted to be all those years ago. im thriving. i have friends i can spend time with that make me laugh and feel cared for without having to worry about their mental health or walk on eggshells. i finally have nothing but healthy relationships in my life. i cant believe how long it took me to get here, but im not going to dwell on that. im happy. i deserve this. im in my prime! 

im toying w the idea of posting songs here as a side note. should i do it? :o